I'm sorry (again hahahaha) but this will be only a short update just so you guys know that i'm still alive.
fyi I just celebrated my 18th birthday last June 16, and now i'm finally legal.
Spent my birthday with only my closest college friends + my mom, sister and aunts (haha!).
I didn't have a fancy party or whatever, it was an impromptu overnight at a resort, and all was well.