My 2013 in a nutshell

Hi guys! Happy Holidays!!! :D

I was in singapore last summer for a month, and here I am in singapore staying for a month again. This was suppose to be posted as a vlog, but when i started editing it, I WAS WAY TOO AWKWARD INFRONT OF THE CAMERA so nope, not gonna happen. Maybe next time. And that explains my selfie up there pls ignore, actually don't because I look pretty there. Hah! I said it. lol.
Anyway...

Obviously 2013 has been a rough time for me. (well not too obvious if you don't know me personally since i don't get to blog as often)
I've had ups, i've had downs and that cliche  roller coaster stuff. But, I must say i've grown a lot within these past few months, both physically and emotionally, but i'm not so sure with the mental part.

I really can't believe 2014 is just around the corner though, It felt like this year just passed by, and boom you're just another year older.

This was the start of my second year in college, and i'm kinda starting to panic because hopefully I will graduate in two years time, and i really don't know what to do after that.

I am thankful though, that I have great friends i share my "panicking" with. Or is it just me or is it bec i really don't have much of a highschool life that's why i love my college friends way too much for friends that i've only met a year ago....

Anyway, 2013.

I had a crush on this guy last summer and i still like him right now oh god. I hope he doesn't read this because he knows i like him. Fail.

I've proven that friends really do come and go. aka the friend who i've always mentioned here in my blog months ago and now i'm in no contact in anyway anymore. (I would just like to point that out because yolo.)

I'm glad my semester is over, it's way 573248632548623x more tiring + hectic than all of my first year of college combined, no joke.

And.......... i'm recovering from self harm for a month now, if you must know. And i'm proud of that. That happened after some heart to heart talk with my parents, all is well.

hmmm what else,
oh yeah, my hair.
Summer 2013, i've had red dip dyed hair then it faded arund after 2-3 months?
I bleached my ends 5 times I think(?) before i got my new dip dye color which is *drumrolls* purple.

Anyway, that's my 2013 in a nutshell. I might missed out on some things because I'm such a goldfish, I tend to forget everything.

And yeah, that was my year, pretty boring if you ask me. I hope 2014 will be much more productive + fun than this year. I know it will all be on me, but meh. I try to go out of my comfort zone
once in a while.

xx,Roein